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I'll Be the One
04:01
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I'll be the one:
I can't go on, I feel oppressed by this place
This is my first step
I swear, my pain will go away
All my life I've been searching for something
And now I've found an easy way to escape
There's no wholeness
There's just an abyss in my mind
In pieces, I can't drown in this river
The old fears take to the surface
I know that probably I'll be alone
But I'll be the one who can really takes care of myself
Away from home, away from you
But I'll be the one
On this path there's only an aim: a new landscape
A new point of view
So proud to be the man I mean to be
Without regrets
Let the wind blow on the ashes of my fucking dreams
Let the rain sing for me, let the rain sing for me
My heart has nowhere to go
Just one aim, just one final plan
I'm gone
Even if I'm alone
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2. |
Just Another Sad Song
02:52
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Just another sad song:
Desperate words to say
Desperate words to hold
What have I done?
There's rust on my bones
Shards of glass in my heart
It's just another sad song for me
Go away and let me fall
I could stare the ceiling from the floor for so long
I need to be alone
The only hope is that I can find the strenght to stand up, you know
But now I love this cold like a lone wolf in the snow
It's just another sad song for me
Lost in my mind I spill my agony
I've never seen, I've never cared that there's a line between the torment and the tranquillity
I go one step closer
I go one step closer
You can call me coward but I'm taking my time
Standing on the edge just for another while
I've never felt so alone and this is what I want
The only hope is that I can find the strenght to stand up, you know
But now I love this cold like a lone wolf in the snow
It's just another sad song for me
Go away and let me fall
I could stare the ceiling from the floor for so long
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3. |
Aokigahara
03:52
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Aokigahara:
I walk to the end
The eternal nothingness
How much I need this embrace around my chest?
I'm trudging so slowly
The grey fronds of death are over my head
I've been looking sad in the chamber of my head for what is left of my dreams, of my happiness
So fragile now but strong enough to do this alone
Just the whisper of the wind to talk with
The carress of the leafs on my skin
You waste your time if you cry for me
Can't you heal the scars of torment?
Is growing into me like the strains of these trees
Now I'm stabbing on the edge
This is a consequence
I'm here, inside the fortress of melancholy
I'm the star you'll never reach
For a second i wished you could
But you've lost your chance
I'm hanging on this grave of suffering
I'm not enough for this
For this life..
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4. |
Rooms
04:43
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Rooms:
Hold on
in this everlasting night
My dying light in the midst of darkness
Alone in my bed
Awake in silence
These walls
These walls exude my thoughts, always present
With their shades of black
that cover my sun
Withering
This night will be the death of me
My soul's drowning into this static moment
Perpetual sense of loneliness
My lungs lose the air I breathe
I'm losing sleep
but I'll never lose hope
Fill the emptyness
Catch my falling sky
Emotions from the inside out
I can't explain how much I need someone here
This endless love
Flowing to nowhere
My lungs are losin' air
Lose the air I breath
And I'm losing sleep
And I'm losin'
But there's a melody in the void that I can't comprehend
Is ringing out to everywhere but there's nobody that can reach it, even if is not so far
So pure hidden in everyone
I feel this melody flows slowly and now can hold me
So I can be complete, I can be so free
But maybe I'm not ready, I'm not sure
This endless love
Flowing to nowhere
This is all I have to give
This is all I need to keep
This is all I have to give
And this is all I need to keep
Endless love
Save me
Don't let this go, all we have to give, to keep
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5. |
Day Off
04:26
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Day off:
I'm so tired of everything
Just tell me why do I need to be right here while my feeling's leaving me?
Dreaming is not enough
Because all I've ever dreamed is tearing me apart
I'm searching for a way to go far away from here
And I'll find the foundations to watch them burn
I've left my burden and found my consciousness
I feel so distant from your empty minds, your bitter hearts, your blind eyes
The purest ideal grows inside me
So now I can find the foundations to watch them burn
Here you stay in the same cage
There's nothing left to say
Here you stay in the same frame
I see you wash away the drops of your mistakes
I won't give up
There's so much hope in these words
I know that I'm not the only one
But tell me why
Why do I need to be right here while my feelings are leaving me?
Why do I need to be right here while my feelings are leaving me?
Why do I need to be right here if my feelings just left me?
All I've ever dreamed is tearing me apart
Tearing me apart
Bitterness is all I have right now
Right now
Day off
I can catch my breath away from you
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6. |
Fragments
03:50
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Fragments:
It's sad to know that we're all alone
It's our singularity to make us such an incomprehensible page
We are the untold story of ourself
A thread of the tangle of this universe
We are one through eternity
We are milions pages in a drop of life
Forsaken
Loneliness is our bride
We're sparks that die alone in the dark
Sprayed from the womb to the grave
In a fraction of a second
We are the untold story of ourself
Short like a dream in the eternal night of the time
Buried with others millions fragments that give continuity to the cycle of life
We're all alone
Together but constantly divided by our singularity
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7. |
Jonathan Livingstone
05:06
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Jonathan Livingstone:
I still roam but I can't find a place to call home
It is so hard, what should I do?
Maybe I need to fall down
Fall down into the sea
I always struggle to find an answer
As high as I can
Another wingbeat
As high as I can
There's something more than this
Flying is not a simple motion
Chained to this gravity
Between the sky and the ground
In this life I can't find a meaning
There's something more but what is it?
Flying to my final chapther
To another place, another day
What is like to be alone
i feel so strong when i go high
My eyes are looking to the sky
i feel alive the more i climb
Just find a place to call home
And I'm bury underneath the sound of this place
There's something more than this
Flying is not a simple motion
It is an art I can't describe
Within this clouds I could run
But oh my empty heart can't find a place to call home
I'm still so far
Far from home
As high as I can
I still roam
finding something better when i’m still far from home
As high as I can
I still roam
i feel so glad when i’ve a place to call home
And
Even
If I will not
Survive
I would have flew my whole life
I will
Die for my dreams
Come true
I'll follow down without regrets
All I need is gone
It ends in tragedy
It's Better if I fall
Do you see me now?
My skies are turning grey
It's better if I fall
i feel so strong when i go high
My eyes are looking to the sky
i feel alive the more i climb
Just find a place to call home
i feel so strong when i go high
My eyes are looking to the sky
i feel so strong
Just find a place to call home
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8. |
Happiness Is Not for Us
04:53
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Happines is not for us:
Shapes and lines reflected in the mirrors of our faces
Trying to tear invisible barriers between us
There is nothing we can do
We've just waited enough
Carry on
This happiness is not for us
So please move on, move on
Do you hear this sound?
There's a seed o sadness that grows in the garden of my heart
Oh how could this exist?
It is so hard to conceive
Maybe we shouldn't think that our dreams will come true
Cause all I need is solace
All I need is the embrace of your voice, the wave of your lips
Do you believe that there's a universe inside my head and every night all the stars sing your name?
Feel my heart beat
Am I worthless?
Sometimes things happened for a reason, unexpected
Now we can understand
Feel my heart beat
Am I worthless?
Sometimes love is the hardest things to take but is too hard to let it die, we're doing this mistake
There is nothing we can do
All the words are meaningless
Carry on
This Happiness is not fors us
So please move on, move on
Do you hear this sound?
There's a seed o sadness that grows in the garden of my heart
We've lost our ways
Breath in you once more to keep you hanging on
Through you once more, there's nothing wrong
I'm sorry I can't save you
My reflection is going away
Your direction is fading away
My direction is going away
Your reflection is fading away
Please carry on
I'll live through you
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Last words from the broken:
All my fellings are crashing on the ceiling and there's nothing I can do
But you refuse to see the reality
Everything is lost, everything is gone"
So I left you with these words
Just give up
There's nothing left for you
My heart is wretched and I can't feel nothing
Now we can't fix every moment spent together
We're just like a broken melody
I just feel as empty as your lungs
this love was dead in a room, do you feel it?
So we were just there, the days seemed centuries for so long, and I forgot the taste of this life since you been gone
In sickness I cherish all the pleasure that you gave to me
And you said "Give me one last chance"
but you failed me one more time
"The intentions can't hold you and me forever
So why are you crying in front of me?
There's nothing left for you right here"
It was the last time that I saw your face
We can't go on, just give up
There's nothing left for you
Now we can't fix every moment spent together
We're just like a broken melody
I just feel as empty as your words
this love was dead in a room, do you feel it?
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Jx Arket Turin, Italy
Post Hardcore band from Turin, born in mid-2016. Their music is made up of emotions and an
authentic hardcore
attitude, which make their sound a distinctive brand. Without any
concern of being considered odl timers, their roots proudly sink into post-hardcore
and post-punk sounds from the late 1990s-early 2000s.
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